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This love machine doesnt care who my boyfriend is as long as im happy. (Taken with instagram)
being home has made me realize that i havent let myself GET OVER my ex. i mean, i definitely DO NOT want him and i am surprisingly happy that he has someone else. but i never took the time to think about what we had and cherish it but also push it aside. it all happened pretty quickly and then i just never saw him again. although he seems to think it has been two years, it has been one year and i JUST took all his stuff off my walls and threw it out. i just havent been home long enough to do it since everything had happened. it felt good but was sad at the same time. the simple fact that i dont want any of the pictures or anything makes me sad just because i thought if we ever would break up i would keep it all in a box or something. i mean, he was my first true love. 6 years dont just disappear. i will always have a little spot for him in my heart, even if people feel like i didnt love him because of what i did. they dont know what happened or what was going on with me. ive honestly been scared to totally let go. he saved me from killing myself and i will be forever grateful. he was my absolute best friend and at times my only friend. his family was nothing but amazing to me with the exception of his bratty sister (who i loved just like my own). i know i dont need him anymore. its over and i cant wait to move on with my life fully.
mark and i have had a rough time because of all of this. i havent been fair to him AT ALL and i hate myself for that. but he has stood by me, even with the mistakes ive made (unlike some people that i guess say one booboo and youre gone) and i know that there is love in that. im so excited to see where things go with him. he has changed my entire world and way of seeing everything. im so grateful for that. <3
not that anyone would try.
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Beer run with minnie! :) (Taken with instagram)
I guess this is what packing looks like? At least when i do it. (Taken with instagram)
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Adele - “Don’t You Remember”
I love waiting on traffic. (Taken with instagram)
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Can’t sleep. (Taken with instagram)
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